Tillie,
I'm afraid that when people see how many more people are sick than they thought they will say "see, it's not such a big deal. Lots of people have it and they're fine. They don't even know they are sick."

I am glad you were able to get so well supplied so safely!

CM, glad for your goid bees.

I too would be happy to see the lockdown continue. Ironically my state will be almost completely reopened the day before my classes end and I finally get a chance at reduced demands on my time. I hope the grocery and feed stores will still offer curbside pick up. The crib is also curbside pick up. Delivery is extra and Dd and dsil won't want the people coming into their house. But we can get it loaded into our truck for free and then park it in the barn for however long. Then we can drive it over and either unload it for them to wherever they want, or let them unload it so we haven't touched it.

Tatoulia, knowing you are out there improves my faith in humanity.

My administration sent out some of the information I've been wishing for about finances and logistical planning today. I'm not sure how I feel about it, but I'm glad to know.

((((HUGS)))) Thank You CriticalMass 🙂

That's wonderful Roommate has an appointment Monday!
Good news, good news. Very relieved for her.

I don't mind the lock down, just not being alone here or with someone who respects it too.
I believe it will be a long time before we should relax our protections like masks and lots of washing/wiping and social distancing.

That's good news that your Cousin is able to go to the rehab now.
Prayers are with her that she gets well and stays well.

I am up to episode 770 of "Dark Shadows" today.
I have it running as background diversion while I do things. It's easy to follow. ;D

I watered the Lilac hedge and ate some lunch.
Gathered some yellow Rose petals and have them in a pretty bowl on the table.
After all the excitement this morning I feel like taking a nap.

Tillie, I'm so glad you were able to get Lysol and anything else you need.

He seems determined to commit slow suicide but if he takes you down with him - my blood boils. 'Nuff said. I'm glad you have a plan and sweet Tatoulia for backup as well, and all of our love, good thoughts, and prayers behind you.

Some good news here. My roommate got an appointment on Monday with the new specialist for the cancer treatment, because of a cancellation. This is relieving in itself. And the surgeon told her the specific type of cancer and it's the one with a high cure rate, and hopefully without even too arduous a treatment. Yay!

She's been coughing and croaky though, from surgical aftereffects and spring allergies. It's cool and rainy here today. Several rain days ahead.

I would honestly rather the lockdown last longer for my selfish reason partly, as the not having to have a schedule (and mine wasn't even as full as most folks') - it has been nice. Now at some point I'll have to oil my rusty brain cells and plan, remember, go places on time, etc. Bleh.

But I'm going to hang onto some of the positive changes, for safety reasons and for time to really apply my efforts to achieve neglected goals.

I think my cousin will be being transferred to rehab today or sometime this week.

My roommate and I embarked on watching "Dark Shadows" last night. I'd not done the math on how many episodes there are! It's fun to see the storyline as I'm older now by 50 years LOL, and can follow the plot better and pick up on subtleties. It's a diversion, and we all need those.

SubC, I think if you get the crib delivered, you can let it set for a week or however long to let virus die off, then disinfect for backup, and it should be okay. Or if you have it sent to daughter's place, they could do that. I sure hope you get to enjoy seeing and holding the sweet little guy somehow. 💙

Good Morning Again Everyone

Tatoulia
You are such a sweetheart (((HUGS)))
Thank you for the offer. I have a secret nest egg hidden away so I could get to Washington state to Nate. I'm OK (((HUGS)))
So shhhhh, don't tell anyone. 😉

Went to WallyWorld about 8am after the morning rush, they open at 7am and when I was there, there were hardly any shoppers in the place!

Every employee was wearing a mask.
There were many "personal shoppers" filling orders.
There were very few customers without masks.
They had the aisles marked "one way" but with only one customer or no customers in each aisle it didn't matter.
The shelves were well stocked!!!
I have fresh fruit & veggies and enough almond milk that I can start drinking my "Instant Breakfast" again.
They had eggs and butter and there was a lot of beef too.
They had lots of beans all varieties and rice.
I was able to get everything on my list except molasses and ginger snaps.
The self check outs were open and only one register open because there was no long line to check out.
There were 2 cartons of chocolate ice cream, I got one. 😀
They had Lysol disinfectant cleaner and spray.
I think I can go another month without shopping again, spent 155.00.

I believe the "hoarders" are finished buying up everything and the store is able to start getting fully stocked up again.
YEA! 😀

10:30 and it's still nice and cold, 65 degrees inside right now.
Think I will find some things to launder just for the heck of it.

Tillie I know you have plenty of $ but I've built up quite a bit in savings and have only one small loan that I am paying off. If you ever need emergency $$ I can send to Cory for you. I can send whatever you would need to get over to Nate's. Not an issue. I know you are self-sufficient and well prepared but I am a natural caretaker and so I offer freely and without strings. Just put that in the back of your mind.

SubC this virus is causing us all torture for us all, mentally and physically. I see the struggles you are going through. You have great integrity and your worries are valid. It's okay to do what you have to do right now. It really is. If you need a crib, the workers will be glad to have a sale. One of the grocers thanked me recently, when truly all the thanks go to them.

Okay back to work for me. Let's have a good afternoon and I'll report back soon!

Good Morning

Some good news.
My county is finally going to start testing some symptom free people.
Every Tuesday and Thursday they plan to test 42 people at a drive up test site set up out by the fair grounds.
There is a phone number to call to make an appointment.
So far they have only been testing people with symptoms who go to the little hospital or one of the clinics.
Plus our health department has been notified when anybody from here went to Reno or Carson City hospitals and got tested.
Most people here do NOT ever go to the deadly little hospital here, they kill too many of us.

Now we will be able to see how many infections there really are out here.
How many people who have it, spread it but aren't sick themselves.

Maybe now some disbelievers will start believing this threat is real.

I'm still thinking of going to the store today and getting enough food & disinfectant to last me another month of quarantine. 😀

((((HUGS))))
Thank you Subclinical

I have been using a Lysol spray cleaner that kills 99.9% of viruses & bacteria on EVERYTHING I think he may have touched.

This is such a tiny house.
But he spends his time out in the garage where he cooks & eats and drinks alcohol and smokes.

He no longer touches my kitchen, fridge or dishes.
He only comes inside when he needs to poop. He pees into bottles out in the garage hoard.
He seldom showers. And NEVER washes his hands.

He travels through the length of the house to get into his bedroom, I spray Lysol into the air after he passes through.

I need to buy more Lysol.

Yes, they have been saying the counties are going to be hit hard.

My prayer is that he just drops dead out in the hoarded garage.
Especially now that he refused to have his bloodwork done and won't be able to get meds refilled.

I don't want EMTs, deputies or the coroner trudging through the house.
I will refuse to tend to him if/when he gets sick.
He has never done anything for me when I've been sick except to curse at me for inconveniencing him.
If/When he gets covid19 it will be his own fault and no one will shed a tear.

If I get a fever, cough or anything I WILL let you all know.

Oh Tillie, I want to bop him on the head!

Stay away from him. Try not to touch anything he touches and wipe your surfaces before you use them. Keep your door closed and open your window. And please, if he gets sick, don't take care of him. Let him take care of himself until he can't get out if bed and then call an ambulance.

I wish they would not let him in the stores.

Buy some food you can keep in your room and eat cold.

I think you should call Nate every day. Because if you get sick I want Nate to know. I'm afraid Steven won't do anything for you.

It is spreading into the country, and it's going to be so much worse. Because the city people took it more seriously.

Steven was gone all day today.
When he returned this evening he was proudly telling me about his day.

He went for an appointment check up and bloodwork at the clinic.
They refused to allow him inside without wearing a mask.
He refused to wear a mask, had rude words with the people there and left.
He is on blood thinners and bloodwork is necessary to monitor and the Dr. won't allow prescription refills without the bloodwork.

Then he said how he went to the stores.
Dollar tree, family dollar, smoke shop, safeway and then went visiting friends
and that everybody in the stores were wearing face masks, many also with gloves.
He called them many rude things, mostly stupid sheep.
He ranted how everybody and even medical personnel are all falling for this BS.

I looked at the county message board a little while ago.
They do not give tests unless someone has symptoms.
The most tests given in one day were 10 to 12
usually less.
Today they tested 40 people.

Thinking I should go this week for food because by next week it may be even more dangerous.
But then again, with Steven here I don't stand a chance of escaping this.

But we know. We know this thing is out there, and we know it kills people

My grandfather went off to work in military field hospitals in Germany before he knew my father would be born. My grandmother moved back in with her parents, found out she was pregnant, and had a two year old before she saw her husband again. My father spent those years sleeping in the open bottom drawer of her dresser.

I tell myself if the store is open, then the people are there. And if I choose the crib online and pay and pull up to the curb and have them load it in my car, all I am doing is making them be outside instead of in the store. Which might be better. They are not actually exposed to me. They have to touch the store doors.

Then I think about all the steps to restock the crib....

I can stay home and eat foraged and gardened food and never buy anything if I can just get to June. If I could get Dh to do that too, we could hold the baby.

Hello

Subclinical
I believe that you should pick out that crib and purchase it.
This a once in a lifetime milestone for you.
I remember the great joy buying a bassinet for my baby, her 1st great grandchild, was for my Granma.

Other people are buying non essential things that aren't time sensitive.
But this crib is a necessary purchase that will be needed soon.
Or we can just put the baby to bed in an open dresser drawer. (((HUG)))

Also, since you can't be there with your Daughter when the Baby comes at least you can do this.

Hi Tatoulia
YEA!!! for things getting to the cleaners!

Keep up this GREAT job of whittling away at that closet!
WTG!!! 😀

We all can only do things in the present with the knowledge of all the facts we have at hand.
We never know what new evidence may arise in the future that would make our decisions today bad ones.

When I was a practicing phlebotomist my job was to collect blood donations, process them and send them off to a laboratory to be made into medicine to help hemophiliacs.
Well, at that time we did NOT know about HIV and I know that I am personally responsible for the many deaths that came from that.
I make no excuses for my actions and take full responsibility for my actions.
I thought I was doing good, the FDA thought it was wholesome.
I was proud to help hemophiliacs since I have personally lost family members to that condition.
I apologized to many others in person and over the phone.
I will carry this burden to the grave even though everyone has forgiven me.
But at that time, nobody knew...

Hello Tillie! That sounds like great fun having the blue angels around!

The laundromat was open and I dropped off my comforter. I also took my winter coats to the drycleaners. I went to the grocery store and bought a few things. I just realized that I want to lay down but I haven't put clean sheets on my bed. I also need to shower and wash my hair, Tillie. I don't feel like doing any of this.

But I will. I chipped away some more today. Feels really good. My goal is to have very little to put back.

CM, I hope for some good news for your roomate and cousin.

I think, that just as a building isn't required for a school, it isn't required for a church. Don't get me wrong, I would love to have my building back, but not now. Right now it is more Important for our communities to be safe than for them to be together.

Tatoulia, I hope you got to see the planes.

Tillie, top gun is my dd2's favorite movie.

I am not going to hope to get to hold the baby. Not for a long time. I think it will just leave me disappointed and sad. I would just like to get to see him up close and not through glass. I will wear a mask. I want him to be able to hear my voice. It is hard for me to argue with Dd, because I too want him to be safe.

I still can't decide if doing material drop off and pick up for my class is a good thing or a bad thing. I still can't decide if it is ok to buy Dd a crib.

I think buying feed for the animals is essential, but even there, I ask myself if I am actually willing that someone should die so that my goats don't starve. They could probably survive on forage - they would lose weight and probably dry up, and I might lose some of the kids...but against a person's life....

Every year we lose someone on a curve out here. One day it could be my car they hit head on or swerve off the road to miss because they took the curve too wide. But I drive. I can't first do no harm, or I will do nothing, but the slope of how much risk of harm I am willing to accept is black and slick, and I need to stop thinking about it.

10 more days of video school.

Just noon here

I took a shower and got dressed, brushed my hair.

YEA! ;D

Good Morning Fellow Quarantine Inmates

Hi Subclinical
I agree with you wholeheartedly as to how we should handle these "terrorists".
In Nevada should a street walking hooker be arrested and tests positive for HIV/AIDS they are given life in prison sentences for attempted murder.

My fingers are crossed that it all works out with you being able to hold the baby.
You are doing so well keeping yourself virus free and they are doing the same so exposure to each other may be alright. ((((HUG))))

Hi CriticalMass
Hoping that everything goes very well with Roommate's treatments and she has a full recovery.

Things sound very encouraging for your Cousin right now.
Cards will let her know you are thinking of her (((HUG)))

Hi Tatoulia
Good luck with your chipping away plans for today!

The Navy base here is where Top Gun pilots train so I get to see Blue Angels fly almost daily.
The movie "Top Gun" was filmed a lot here.
I recognize landmarks from the flying scenes.
One day they drew large circles all over the sky.
Yesterday it was a large grid pattern.
Out by the bombing ranges they fly low and play hide & seek as I drive through the desert hills and valleys.
Since the personnel come from all over the planet, the base has been doing a fantastic job of keeping from spreading virus.
They have all been restricted to staying on base and grocery shopping at the base commissary.

Today it's supposed to not get hotter than mid 70s.
Rest of the week it's supposed to be upper 80s
Might find some laundry to do today. (?)
Might water trees or something. (?)
Might just veg out and sit & stare into space. (?)

I think sending cards to your cousin will be a very cheerful for her! My mother goes over her daily mail and sometimes it takes her an hour or so to marvel at the postcards or to read my silly notes. I'm sorry about your roommate and hope that she can get her specialist appointment soon.

Tillie, you've done a great job in making your food last! I'll probably hop to the store someone today. During the day, there's no waiting to get in.

You are doing a great job, SubC, planning for the baby.

I'm going to get dressed soon so I can see the F15s when they fly overhead around noon time.

I will continue to chip away here and will keep you posted on my progress!

Addendum - there's been so much I can't track

My cousin will begin her stroke rehab soon in Kansas City. And now it sounds like she may not have a tear in the aorta. Husband said they didn't mention blood clots either. It's enigmatic and shifting news, but seems to be trending better overall.

I wish I knew something I could send her like a puzzle book or whatever to pass the time, but I'm not sure what she likes or has energy for. Another card may have to do.

Mixed news...nothing bad bad, but some sad
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Okay, the sad - but we're hoping manageable:

Roommate's biopsy came back as cancer - BUT - if it's the more common kind for the location it was, it sounds quite curable and without lengthy and difficult treatments. The stressful thing at the moment is wondering when she'll get in with a specialist. The covid made a backlog with doctors, as we know.

In other news...

Her car has also been at the shop, for a mysterious issue that's been going on awhile. It may return today. But I'm not sure if she's up to driving yet, especially with it being a manual, might put strain on surgical incision or just be too soon.

My van was supposed to be worked on yesterday, but the parts store gave mechanic the wrong gasket. So maybe today.

The wonderful guests had to leave yesterday; we wished they could've been here longer. They might be able to come again if needed.

My church has reopened but with many cautionary measures in place. I'm not sure though whether to go this Sunday or just do livestream. I want to, but it sounds like they assign you a place to sit, and I'm unsure about that; I used to have panic attacks, and had my familiar safe spot to sit so I could not have to deal with that nonsense.

And then there's my roommate with her asthma and she has had a lot of sinus drainage after the surgery, and coughing. I don't want to bring anything home. Must pray about it all, and discern wisely.

City/state I guess have reopened but I haven't been out in it much to see, and don't plan to loosen my own protection measures at any rate. At the grocery store people were social distancing quite well. Glad about that.

That's the basics for now. I'll be back as soon as I can. Take care.

I talked to ❤️Daughter last night. She helped center me a little.

I did not vote for our governor, and we disagree on many things, but I was pleased with how he was handling this right up until he started talking about reopening. I think he is moving too soon and too fast.

And I hate that he backed down in masks because people were being harassed and someone was killed in another state that required masks. I understand it, but he is basically giving in to terrorists. I think a better solution is education - blanket ads everywhere about who you are protecting with your masks - don't applaud the essential workers, help them! and a zero tolerance policy for any form if harassment - you will be arrested for disorderly conduct if you are so much as rude to an employee attempting to enforce the rules, and for assault if you cough at, spit at, or touch them. And after we arrest you, we will test you, and if you test positive, we will upgrade it to assault with a deadly weapon, Yeah, I know, the courts would have a field day.

I saw a quote the other day that demanding the freedom to do whatever you want without responsibility and concern for the effects on others is not patriotism, it's adolescence.

Kitties are good. Flat cat came by last evening during a break in the rain to sit in the driveway and stare at the house.

My Dd says her plan for the dog while she and her Dh are in the hospital having the baby is not going to work because the dog person is breaking quarantine. She said I might be their best option and that if so, if I will care for the dog, I can see the baby, since they will already be exposed to me because of the dog.

Thank You!
Those Kitty pictures are very cheerful!
That cake and ice cream look so delicious.

Yes, so very grateful Mom has her Kitty with her (((HUGS)))

I am grateful Twinkles and Scooter are here with me and that you, Subclinical and CriticalMass have companions too.

There are too many people who don't believe this virus is serious, like Steven and his "friends".

The United States is heading into a very sad time in our history when so many more people will die because of the deniers.

It's one thing to risk their own life but it's criminal to risk any one else's.
There are a lot of news articles on how things are going in Massachusetts and there are a lot of crazy people there, as in all big cities.
Things will get even crazier everywhere as Summer weather takes over.

Looked on the calendar and it's been 31 days since I last grocery shopped and I believe I can go at least 10 more days.
I am quite proud of myself ;D

I just posted a bunch of cat pictures, in case anyone needs some cheering up. Mom's old cat is featured prominently. She was a good little cat. I am so glad that she has her new cat with her. I'd hate to think of her as being alone right now.

Tillie I need him to assemble your cooler. I hate him too, right now.

SubC it defies logic that people think they don't need to distance, isolate, and cover up. This is such a terrible time. And the healthcare workers are overworked and overwhelmed. Yet I see people in the city not wearing masks (all ages, all ethnicities) and people wearing their masks over just their mouths. None of us wants to live this way, but we do it to protect us and the people around us. I am fortunate that we have a good Republican governor and an excellent Democratic Mayor and both of them are excellent with communication. I am grateful for each of them and of their enormous efforts to keep us safe and fed and healthy. And without their leadership (and the leadership of my company), I would surely lose my mind.

Sending both of you and CM much love.

Hi Subclinical
Big ((((HUGS))))
People in the rural areas feel safe since the numbers are low.
Unfortunately, soon it will run through the rural areas like wildfire.
It just is taking longer to get here due to the lower populations and distances from larger cities.
Does not help when ignorant officials downplay the risks just for financial gain.

My county is still "closed" until further notice.

How wonderful you have blooms now and more soon!
YEA! your Hummingbirds are back home! 😀

Poor Flat Cat with the rain making puddles.
Glad you now have a Cow Kitty too.
Mr. Kitty could use the help with the rodents.

I have watched Chickens hunt, kill and eat mice as they run out from the hay bales. ;D

No, the apathy is from the parents not keeping the children enthused and actively studying.
It can not be expected that a teacher online can do everything, the parents must participate too.

I will stay home as long as I possibly can, eating what is here.
Eating canned and frozen fruit and veggie is worth not risking any lives.

In the 80s today...
The cooler is still not assembled.
I hate him

Good Afternoon Everybody

Hi Tatoulia
I love seeing the pics of Miss Kitty sitting in different locations in your home. 😀

WTG! returning that dress and getting it over with and out of your way now!

You are doing FANTASTIC! with the closet!
Happy you are feeling so good with your progress there.
That closet has been a "To-Do" for too long (((HUG)))

YEA! for yoga!
My goal for this month is to eat better and move more.

I figured that the cleaner could be open.
So easy to stay in business and also to stay safe.
Understandable the laundromat is still closed, too tight quarters in them.

Two more positives identified in county - May 5
We are up to 5 cases now.

Week 6 of online school. It is cold and dark and has rained most of the day. Today I wore my barn sweatshirt to school. I did not even care. I'm not sure the apathy is the students - most of the seniors came and one other boy drove himself. The younger kids can't come on their own. 11 more days of video school. 17 calendar days.

No flat cat today, but cow kitty did walk close to the house. I have not mentioned cow kitty before because we usually see it at a great distance. I am hoping all these kitties are being lured in by the yummy yummy rats.

Also, the hummingbird came to the front window during my afternoon class. He wanted to complain that the coral bells are not open yet. I told him just a few days. Hopefully he will find something else to eat while he waits.

My amaryllis is about to bloom - but that is inside. The calyx is open, but the individual flowers are not yet. The lily of the valley is blooming and I picked some and brought it inside.

Sometimes I think I am losing my mind. I do not understand this opening up. What has changed? Nothing has changed. D is four years old running barefoot across school grounds, no he's eight with chocolate all over his face, 12 with long sweaty hair. Big eyes, big grin, he graduated 4 years ago. He lives with his parents and his sister and her boyfriend and they are all still going to work and to stores and seeing friends and not wearing masks because the president told them it's ok. He's a paramedic. And I am afraid. I am afraid someone will send me a note that says we are collecting for the family and I will want to scream that we didn't have to be here.

Cases in my state are still going up.

And I am thinking about doing curbside pickup and getting my daughter her crib.

And I am having students pick up projects and materials.

And asking grocery employees to put cookies and wine into bags for me.

And warehouse employees to ship lawnmower parts.

None of that is worth a single life.

Tillie I've noticed how much my kitty has aged. She's 15-1/2. She seems much older and much sleepier. But she's sweet as sugar.

I went to the PO and mailed the remaining cheerful napkins. I also returned a dress I'd bought before the lockdown. I've been holding it up return once stores are open but it's bugging me, so I'd rather pay the return postage than sit here a s stew. Plus the credit card is paid off so I'll have a credit and don't miss the return postage. Small price to pay to get something aggravating out.

I haven't returned my papers to the closet and I'm continuing to whittle them down. I have to do what I can between now and Thursday night, when I take the trash out. And I also have to deal with the keepers. I can't keep living with my closet a disaster and I'm sick of having the papers strewn about in my living space. I'm feeling good, better than this rant may lead you to believe. I actually and truly see that I am making progress. Important progress, in fact.

Okay it's sunny and beautiful and I'm going to listen to Tom awaits before yoga. I am skipping my department happy hour today. I had a good video with someone yesterday and have a call scheduled with a friend for Thursday. I'll do the company side happy hour on Friday.

Oh! Laundromat still closed but drycleaners we're open. I'll take my coats to him tmr and I'll take BF's shirts in for him.

Tom Waits "Hold On"

Good Morning Everyone

Hi Subclinical
So sorry (((HUG)))
That is very discouraging.
From news articles it's not just your students there but all schools in general where there is so much apathy.

The constant fear of layoffs hanging overhead is so depressing and anxiety causing for you and DH.
And it's the reason so many are taking to the streets to protest the lockdowns.

Wishing you both all the best and some inner peace.
(((((HUG)))))

Good glove wearing procedure you are using.
I have a bunch of medical quality hand sanitizing "wet naps" and use one after touching things at the gas station, bank drive up and water depot.

Hi Tatoulia
Very glad BF's business is hanging on right now.

Relieved your company is thinking things through thoroughly as to how to reopen.

That's good that you get cleaned up and dressed for video conferencing and the happy hour.
I sincerely do understand the hair brushing trauma at times.

Woke up at 3am and couldn't fall back to sleep.
Watched some boring tv for a few hours and was able to get a few more hours of sleep.
Scooter has been extra cuddly, wanting petting
which doesn't encourage me to get up and leave him.

You have a lot on your mind, SubC. This continues to be a very sad, and worrisome time. I am worried about your husband's job and company. And I understand your discouragement. I am so sorry.

BF and I had a long talk about his business last night. He's worried but not terrified. We stand firm that we do not want to take on any debt. His business is self sustaining right now. And we aren't spending any money.

I have a few packages to take to the post office today. Mailing out my 32 cent cheerful napkins. I only have one packet left. All the plates went to mom and kitty.

People are saying my office will open June 1 on a staggered basis. That seems early to me. We shall see. They've got a great group of people assembled to look at this.

I have meetings starting at 10. I am not going on video. I can't comb my hair right now. I find I can do video every other day. I enjoy it and I'm comfortable with it but I'm just not up for it this AM. If I join happy hour today I'll shower and get dressed.

SubC I am thinking about you.

I'm not sleeping well.

Yesterday only 10 of 30 families showed up. 5 were seniors who needed their caps and gowns. - the pick up was at the same time. I did get to see most of my seniors. People who made requests did not show up. It is discouraging.

I had students put their work on the firing cart. Then I wore gloves while I loaded the kiln, put the carts away, and locked the gate. Then I threw the gloves away and washed my hands. I took another glove to wear when I used the touch pad and gas pump on the way home.

I picked more cilantro from the school garden for Dh. I am one of the people who thinks it tastes like soap.

Yesterday Dh company announced that there will be another, larger round of layoffs.

Today it is raining.