| Tillie | Posted: 27 January 2019 - 09:48 AM |
Due to Godzilla Badger attack... LOL 😀 | |
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| Tillie | Posted: 01 June 2019 - 10:46 PM |
Hi Tatoulia I am not offended by the fact that inanimate objects do not love me. WTG! for finding things for the Cleaning Fairies! OK, so you need to get into drawers and cupboards. It's so nice when everything fits easily into their assigned space. Did you find a suitable place for Miss Kitty's Winter blanket? | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 01 June 2019 - 08:58 PM |
Wow I turn away and there are terrific posts! Yay!!!! Cm I think that's terrific that you could be with your friend and comfort her while the others took care of the house. I think the responsibilities were separated in a way to help everyone. What a shame. No one knows what goes on behind closed doors. What a terrible shame. Let me know when it's June, SubC! You are doing a great job on the evils! Let's get them in on time! And excellent work on the dormer! Tillie you are well again! So glad. I recently took my last sports bra, washed it, and gave it to the cleaners. Since they frequently undress to try on my clothes, I know they like to wear sports bras. I also washed a very nice strapless bra for any of my dresses that won't work with traditional bra straps. I think for June I need to Covet Old Ground. Last year about this time, I cleaned out underneath my kitchen sink. Well it needs to be gone over since it's cluttered. Other areas too, like my bathroom vanity drawers, need to be examined. My hairbrush and hairdryer go in the bottom drawer. They just fit. I used to have it jammed with products and my hairdryer and my brush lived on the floor. What a terrible way to live. Ladies I posted a clutter comment on Instagram today. I hope you don't mind. It really made me think: Your stuff does not love you back. (Believe it or not, my feelings are a bit bruised to read that). If the clutter sayings upset you or make you not want to look at my Instagram, just say so and I'll keave it to pictures. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 01 June 2019 - 03:47 PM |
Hi Subclinical WAY TO GO!!! Doing good on finding books that can be donated too. I'd been wanting to put another coat of paint on my ceiling tiles so that's what I did this morning. Also had a sports bra in the drawer that I was never wearing. Looking forward to the day Subclinical says it's finally June. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 01 June 2019 - 02:35 PM |
It's not June until the evaluations are done! 😉 20 to go. Met my goal for the day but might hit a few more later. Still rearranging books and bookshelves. I found two more children's books and one big fat adult book to get rid of. Also cleaned the very dusty, grimy, dormer alcove in my bedroom (because there was a little bookshelf in it I wanted to switch.) | |
| Tillie | Posted: 01 June 2019 - 10:46 AM |
IT'S JUNE! Hi Subclinical It was nice waking up this morning without any dishes waiting by the sink to be washed. Don't want to let Scooter & Twinkles out because my garden area is full of little baby fledglings. Still cold in the mornings here but warming up nicely as the day progresses. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 31 May 2019 - 08:32 PM |
Hi Tillie, Dh is my friend who will be honest with me. When I look at myself in pictures or on video, I don't see myself. I know that it is me, but my brain rejects the idea and I can't evaluate myself in the picture, I just hate everything I see. When I look at photos from a long time ago, if they don't have my family or another helpful clue in them I can't even pick myself out. I'll say things like "is that me? I think I recognize that shirt." Sometimes I will pick a woman who is a very different height or weight. I have long brown hair (now with grey in it). Sometimes my hair will be pulled back in the photo, and I will explain my misidentification with "oh. I couldn't see my hair." People look at me oddly. I can never find my cousin in pictures either. We were really close when we were kids and I "know" what she looks like and can never find her. 31 evaluations to write and ten to proof read tomorrow and turn in. I think my lilacs don't like the wet. One of them is growing just downhill from the compost pile. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 31 May 2019 - 04:38 PM |
Wanted to vacuum this morning but he wouldn't get out of bed until afternoon. Next storm is blowing in now 2:30pm. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 31 May 2019 - 10:21 AM |
Good Morning Everyone Hi Subclinical The best way to go through clothes is by having a fashion show with a friend who will be honest with you. Good job finding those two orphan sheets hiding out. One thing I figured out about Lilacs is that they LOVE manure. Any kind of manure & lots of it. At 9:00am I will decide what I will do today. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 31 May 2019 - 07:02 AM |
Good Morning! Tillie, i've been doing little bits of dusting and sweeping as I move things around. It's awful how dirty the edges and corners of everything get. Feeling much more human today after another good night's sleep. Helps to be over the hump on the evaluations too. I forgot to say that I found two sheets to donate when I was cleaning up in the guest room. Not two sets of sheets - just two orphan sheets. My June won't start until the 5th when I am done with evaluations (that's the due date) - we normally get paid the last day of the month, but they carrot and stick us in May - you don't get paid until your evaluations are in, but you get a small bonus if you make the due date. Anyway, I think my big project for June is going to be tackling my closet. Hopefully dh will help me, because i'm Terrible at figuring out what looks good on me. There are a few things I know I will keep that he doesn't like because I like them and they are comfortable (like the outfit I wore to our school ice cream social) but there are other things I don't wear because i'm not confident or do wear and maybe shouldn't. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 30 May 2019 - 07:22 PM |
CM, you definitely have to schedule in time for you. Time to do your fun things and time to just rest. Vespecially when you have been putting out so much energy caregiving. Tillie, glad to see you up and around! Sorry about the hoard, but the lilacs sound lovely! I love lilacs. I have a few I grew from little runners in my grandmother's yard, but they are still too small to bloom. They don't grow as well here as they did there. I pushed through my minimum, my goal, and my stretch goal, so I now have only half of the evaluations left to do. I also moved more stuff around in my house. I emptied the plastic shelf (mostly onto other shelves except three soft dolls that are on a bed "for now" - I try to avoid throw pillows and toys on beds) that was in the guest room, rebuilt it in the guest room closet, and put the games on it. The games were piled on the closet floor because I stole the shelf they were on way back when I needed it to help out ❤️Dd. I replaced the plastic shelf with a smaller, shorter, more attractive but still fake wood shelf that had been partly blocking the hallway from the kitchen. (I just left the same books on it) I put away the clean laundry that was piled on the guest bed and remade it with clean, new sheets, a light blanket for a bedspread, and one of my greatgrandmother's quilts. Then I put the throw rug back that I had rolled up and stashed in the basement when the dogs were here at Christmas time, and the room looks pretty nice. (The quilt and rug will have to go when the dogs come back) Off to do chores and maybe get to bed early... | |
| Tillie | Posted: 30 May 2019 - 06:40 PM |
Good Afternoon Everybody Hi CriticalMass You MUST schedule in some play/crafts or other recreational activities whenever possible. I'm glad you weren't needed to clean out your friend's home. Yes, PUPA is part of our metamorphosis. ;D Wishing you all the best in being able to prioritize and focus on one task and keep at it until it's been conquered. Hi Subclinical Good luck getting at least your 10 evaluations done today. WAY TO GO! for all the maintenance you have been doing. Hi Tatoulia WTG! Working on the closet!!! SO, so very sorry that you fell (((HUG))) You having the cleaners in is keeping you honest. Well, I am back with the living. The house is dirty. Not many dishes to wash and laundry is all caught up. My lilac hedge is gorgeous! May is almost over. | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 30 May 2019 - 03:48 PM |
Part 2 from yesterday: So, I'm at the library dealing with a few loose ends. I'd meant to get more done around the house today, but there are also business things to do such as depositing a check and writing another to pay back my roommate for floating me the money on Monday to get tires since banks were closed then and I knew I'd overdraft if I tried to pay for them directly. Today and yesterday it's actually been springlike weather here without rain. Last night I decided to accompany my roommate as she walked her dog. When my friend was in the hospital, I did get some walking through the corridors, and that helped get me more in condition. I think my body actually WANTS to move now! So as the 10th Doctor would say, allons-y! Balancing between messy tiring jobs, such as yesterday's deep clean of bunny's cage, and paperwork long overdue, laundry piled up, fundraiser planning for bunny club - as always, difficult to know where to start. And I really want to hole up and sew doll clothes and quilt blocks more than any of the above. I've just got to block off a time, space, and efficient work method where I can do a little of the things my heart desires so I don't start resenting the obligatory things. My friend's apartment I guess was in a pretty bad state. The other friend, her husband, and helpers cleaned it out so I wasn't a part of that. It just worked best they said for me to be with her at the hospital keeping her company and updating them on her status. We all knew she had been struggling for a long time. The doctors said pretty much everything (like paper or cloth, upholstered furniture - whatever couldn't be disinfected) had to go because of mold and other pathogens. It's sad, but I'm glad she is in a healthy place now, and if she is able to rehabilitate to the point of independent living again, she can make a fresh start. She seems to be accepting. All this inspires me to do what I need to do while I have my health. Hi mjz and welcome to our fun bunch! I get you on the nap temptation. I agree a sorting method is the way to go when you find stuff that doesn't go in the place you're cleaning - the trick is to not be distracted by the sorting for other places. Some use bins or bags for the other places if they can do it quickly, but it's perfectly okay to just put it all in one container, carry that to the next sorting place, and things will get returned to where they go once you've made the complete rounds. Hair elastics were/are something I minimized on the last move. Going more toward neutral colors - I love colors so I had collected so many. Gave the extras to my mechanic's granddaughter if they were clean and in good shape. Tillie, first of all: Good going on bypassing the lingerie chest. At one time in my life I had my heart set on getting a jewelry armoire, just for costume jewelry mainly. I'm glad I didn't get around to it - and even if I had, I'm sure it would've been downsized by now as taking up more room and encouraging keeping more jewelry than I use. I love "PUPA" - Pick Up and Put Away! It fits with our journey from cluttered caterpillars to beautiful butterflies, doesn't it! SubC - we all need to decompress after a long season whether that's teaching, or in my case going up to the hospital pretty much daily to check in on my friend. Hope your tummy is feeling better. The nicer shelves sound like a good option to replace particle board, and I'm sure they'll serve you well. I've had allergies off and on, nothing bad, the most annoying part is a tickle cough. Honey is my go-to for that, or hard candy. Don't care for the menthol taste of conventional cough drops. Too strong. Tatoulia, glad you enjoyed/are enjoying the cat sitting - can't remember how long it was to last. Linen closet functional and pleasing to look at - Yay! Hope you like your new glasses. I've had a bit of difficulty with glasses these last few years. I got a pair in 2011 with my disability lump sum. They were more pricey (not extravagant but more than I'd usually spend). They were exactly what I wanted, Silhouette rimless frames. Unfortunately, I am a klutzy eyeglass abuser these last few years. Needed new Rx a couple years ago but since my vehicle and other woes depleted my reserve, I had to go to the county medical society, and get a voucher. Well, last year if you recall I had trouble getting around while my old vehicle was in its death throes. So by the time I got glasses picked out, my cataracts had rendered the Rx obsolete! So I seldom wear the new ones, and won't be eligible for another voucher for five years - or maybe I can save the money if things ever let me. I figure I'll get it sorted when the cataracts are bad enough for surgery. I put the current glasses on to drive looking out the bifocal part... Take care of that knee - ice it a bit if it swells. Guess that's most everything for now as far as catching up and being back in my "normal" routines. This time has been a spiritual journey that broke me out of my rut somewhat, and I hope that effect carries on. I can see how I spin my wheels, so I'm trying to focus in on one task and "prioritize" - something ADD makes difficult but if I can cut one thing from the herd and tend to it, I might succeed. Iced tea clinks! | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 30 May 2019 - 02:41 PM |
Checking in on Tillie! SubC I hope you can focus on the evaluations today. I'm sure the state of the basement is nagging at you. Please remember that you are sore and need to just do paperwork today. I am working from home today. Solid progress on the bedroom closet. Two dresses for the cleaners including one I never wore, tags still on, I tried it on today and I don't like how it looks, and a dress I just washed to see if I will wear it again. If not, goes to the cleaners. I'll report more later. Cm loved your newsy post and hope you'll have a chance to post more soon. Hello Joan. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 30 May 2019 - 09:41 AM |
Tillie, I hope you are feeling better. Tatoulia, I love that you have the cleaners to take care of you. 🙂 I slept late this morning - my body is sore all over from yesterday, but hopefully it will ease up as the day goes on. Dh will be home very late tonight, so the day can kind of move at my own rhythm. I'm going to try to see how many evaluations I can push through. My basement is a huge disaster. It's not the kind of overwhelming I want to cry disaster though, it's more of a creative potential disaster. I really want to get down there and rummage around and sort and churn and reorganize, but I know I have to do my evaluations first and that I will make it even worse before it gets better. I also know that there is not enough room in the basement for the things that are currently in the basement, which seems counterintuitive to me - because they are there, but the space is not functional. | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 29 May 2019 - 09:24 PM |
Tillie I hope you are resting and flushing the fluids. I'm worried but know that you know how to take care of yourself. Still, I'd love to be able to bring you a cool cloth for your head and straighten out the bedsheets. Cm! So happy to hear from you. You are doing a very good job of weathering the storms-both literally and figuratively. I am so pleased to hear that you bought some plants. That makes me very happy. And you were able to go by the quilt club! Yay! I bet everyone was thrilled to see you! SubC I bet the goats appreciate your hard work! You do so much in a day. You are making good choices and tough choices and I'm so proud of you. I am home from dinner. Nice time. Afterward I went to the grocery store and walked around some. I fell and skinned my knee. I haven't done that in a while, but given how much I walk it's to be expected. I also ran into a woman who served jury duty with me and that was fun to catch up with her. I just showered and am ready to climb into my professionally made bed. I am so glad to have the cleaners. It is such a treat but it's more than that. It's psychologically and physically and emotionally and mentally good for me. Also knowing that kitty is living in a clean place is important. I never have to think about what I should be cleaning and I'm never worn out. I need to buckle down on the bedroom closet. Tmr might offer that opportunity for me. Joan I'm thinking of you. | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 29 May 2019 - 08:29 PM |
It's getting late now so I'll do Part 2 tomorrow. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 29 May 2019 - 05:59 PM |
I got called away in the middle of that and posted without realizing that I only thought at you that I am sorry about your tire troubles, but very glad you got back to quilting! | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 29 May 2019 - 05:58 PM |
Hi CM! I have been waiting for part II, but I guess I will be intermission. I got the stall cleaned out. I'm trying to let the floor of the barn dry as much as possible and will rebed it tonight before I put the goats in. I also got my minimum (10) evaluations done. And I started moving books and I did a load of laundry. I found five little thin children's books and two textbooks I can part with. That's sort of like dieting by skipping the after dinner mint, but it's still the right direction. I've got one little bookshelf ready to go to goodwill, one for dh to cut down so I can use it under the chalk ledge in my classroom (I pulled two 3x3x2' plastic cupboards out of my classroom this year and added one tall shelf) and two small wood ones I haven't decided about - they may switch places with something else that would then go. | |
| CriticalMass | Posted: 29 May 2019 - 02:05 PM |
Part 1. Thought I'd get this update done Monday. That was the day my friend left the hospital here for her next stage of her journey, namely more rehabilitation and dialysis on an outpatient basis. But there was a lot going on Monday and yesterday, and some residual fatigue, and regrouping and reintegrating. On Sunday afternoon, I'd been headed up to see her and take care of details like packing - including several bags of new clothes our other friend bought her, that I'd taken home to iron name labels in. I'd seen that my van's tires on the driver's side needed a little air. When I got to the hospital parking garage and got out, I immediately noticed the back one was way too low. So I went to the Quik Trip a couple blocks away and started airing the tire. Seemed to work at first, then I realized it wasn't holding. Called Kenny. He inspected it and found what we thought was a piece of metal. I had been meaning to purchase a spare and forgot. *sheepish facial expression* So since he has a Dodge Caravan like mine, he lent me his spare. Off I went to Walmart with about an hour and a half before closing. But it was a moot point. The damage was too extensive. What I decided to do was buy a matched pair of new tires on Monday, have the good one of the previous set saved, and I'll purchase a rim and get that mounted then I'll have a spare. So that's what I did after seeing my friend off. My roommate had had to have a new alternator after her own adventure with flash flooded streets on Friday. So she came with me and we wandered Walmart. My friend called during that time, after she had gotten settled in at the new facility, so I chatted with her while walking around. Yesterday I went to quilting at church for the first time in weeks. Today I deep cleaned my boy bunny's cage - the girl's I did recently already. Tomorrow and Friday will be a combination of laundry, tackling my trashed bedroom, returning library books, preparing for bunny club quarterly event on Sunday, gardening - I bought a small assortment at Walmart before all thd spring plants are gone. A pretty reddish pink caladium, some mixed vincas, and marigolds. Just enough to enjoy and not feel overwhelmed caring for. Mmmm Tatoulia, raspberries - I need to go get berries. Roommate's June bearing strawberry plants, which didn't produce much last year, are doing better now. We also have a cantaloupe to butcher. And Tillie, I have thought about baking one batch (2) pumpkin pies before the weather gets hot. Lunchtime now. Stay tuned for Part 2! 😀 | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 29 May 2019 - 01:44 PM |
Cleaning fairies just left. They are lovely. One was wearing some earrings I had put in the bag. They are gold hoops with tiny diamond chips. She looked really pretty. They are nice people. | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 29 May 2019 - 11:03 AM |
Sorry you are sick and feverish Tillie. Please take good care of yourself! A cat I used to babysit always had hair ties all over the place. I'm pretty sure that's where I got my one. I used to have tons and then after sorting the bathroom drawers a few years back, I donated all of them. Now I need them again as my hair is longer. M Don't read this, SubC. The shoes were a very old pair and on their last legs and have now been disposed of. I am very hard on my walking shoes given that I do a minimum of four miles a day on concrete. I am looking forward to seeing how the soles hold up on the Allbirds. They are made from sustainably sourced sugar cane. I am hoping to get four months out of hard walking on them. Time will tell!! Concrete is murderous on shoe soles. But I enjoy my walks so much. | |
| Tillie | Posted: 28 May 2019 - 11:34 PM |
Good Evening Everyone Hi Tatoulia Once upon a time my home was filled with hair ties. YEA! for being such great company for the kitties you're baby sitting. Hi Subclinical. Last few days I've been feeling tired & "off. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 28 May 2019 - 09:06 PM |
Tatoulia, I am sorry about your shoes. I know that feeling well! I meant to tell you, hair ties have always been like currency in my house. We loose them, we break them, the cat steals them, they turn up in the washer, they get used in place of zip ties or rubber bands. When the girls were home we argued over who the hair ties belonged to constantly. For a while the youngest wore only light brown ones because she was blonde and her sister preferred black. At one point all three of my kids and I had hair past our shoulders. Now it's just the cat and losing them and giving them away to students. I still put a pack in the girls' Christmas stockings every year. When Dd moved last we found a stash of seven that sil's cats had hidden under a shelf. The shelves are in the basement. Now there is just a lot of rearranging to do. I don't have to go anywhere tomorrow, so hopefully: stalls, evaluations, and breaks to work in the basement. Maybe I will find things to discard as I move stuff around. | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 28 May 2019 - 08:13 PM |
I'm glad the school conference went well and that they appreciate and recognize your talents, SubC. Great work with the bookshelves! It is cold and rainy here. I got over an inch of water in each shoe because I misapprehended the amount of rain and didn't wear my rain shoes. As soon as I got home (I had a meeting after work), I jumped into the shower so my feet would be warm, clean then dry. I'm just back up here after an hour at the neighbor's, playing with their cats. Had a good day at work. Glad I'll be home tomorrow. Take care, everyone. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 28 May 2019 - 03:50 PM |
I did not touch the stalls - by the time I got dh off to work and my chores done, it was too hot. I gathered things that needed to go back to school, loaded the truck with moving blankets and wrote a letter I had promised a parent (I almost torgot that and it was more important than evaluations are right now) Went to school, had conference (they still like me), loaded shelves, worked in my classroom a little - I admired and rearranged my new furniture and filled the trash can (it's just a smal one) and gathered up a bunch of recycling. Then dropped my recycling and the stuff from school, stopped at a local store for some bananas and my favorite snack nuts, and came home. The furniture lady was worried about how I would unload the shelves. I was too, after watching the two twentyish young men who were helping her struggle to get them in the truck. However - today I was reminded that 1) I am strong. And 2) some men are not. (My 25 y.o. son tosses two 50lb feed bags over his shoulder and quick walks them from my car to the rack without breaking a sweat, and he has a desk job. So I forget.) I had no trouble lifting the top shelf, sliding it back, lowering it to the ground and using the furniture dolly to move it into the garage. The second one I didn't even have to lift, just slide and pivot. I can pick either shelf up, but not walk with it, so I will need dh to help me take them downstairs. There is massive rearranging to do. I have not done any evaluations. I am tired and going to rest for a while. I will need to go back to school after one if my selves in the classroom is bolted to the wall so I can do more rearranging. | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 28 May 2019 - 06:49 AM |
That's an excellent point, Tillie, about living with things for a bit. And I'm paying attn to the things I need to move to get to the things I need. Most of the ?moveables' are out of my life now. What a gift that lesson has been!!! One thing that made me giggle last night was I kept finding hair ties. One where I keep my keys, one on my dresser and one on the table next to my bed. You need to understand that for years and years, I had one hair tie. One. And I lost it a while ago. I had my hair up while walking and when I came home, it was gone. I didn't notice it fall, as my hair ends up falling out of it while I walk, etc. so who knows. So I bought a pack. And now I have five in rotation and they are everywhere. As someone who formerly bought multiples of everything, it tickles me that somehow I only had one hair tie, and I was able to keep it for so long. Must get ready for work now. Coffee clinks!!! | |
| Tillie | Posted: 27 May 2019 - 11:40 PM |
Good Evening Hi Subclinical Your plans for tomorrow are perfect. WAY TO GO! for all you did today! Wishing you a good night's sleep and pleasant dreams. Hi Tatoulia It's good to look through and straighten and put things away properly. WTG! for everything you did today! I am all showered & shampooed and sitting here in my bed wondering why does Scooter always have to cuddle with my foot? | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 27 May 2019 - 09:27 PM |
Great planning! And I love the fact you took Tillie's advice and enjoyed a nice drive with your husband. And no shopping! You are doing great on the evaluations and you sound physically better! Glad you could eat dinner. I'm off to bed. I put the dishes away, cleaned up kitty's placemat and put out her clean water bowls and other things. I'm showered and ready for bed. Keep up the good work. And take good care of yourself. SubC and Tillie, thank you for looking at my photos on Instagram. I post them just for you. And CM and Joanie and anyone else. | |
| Subclinical | Posted: 27 May 2019 - 08:18 PM |
Nice job Tatoulia! I bookmarked your photos so now I can find them. That is a lot if flags! I did better today. I cleaned out one stall and I did ten evaluations. I also ran a load of dishes and a load of laundry. Dh cooked dinner - which I ate. And we went for a non-shopping drive through a local state park. 70 evaluations to go (plus proofread and submit) Tomorrow I want to clean another stall and do ten more. I also need to drive in for my end of year conference with my administration and pick up those shelves. Maybe drop the recycling off. That's enough to plan, right? | |
| Tatoulia | Posted: 27 May 2019 - 07:40 PM |
Oh Tillie stay warm!!! It's been an absolutely beautiful weekend here in Boston. I took some pictures of the Common today and posted them. I got overheated during the walk back from downtown so BF picked me up at the halfway point. Tonight we walked all over the city, and now we are back home. I'm getting ready to hop in the shower and I'm thinking now about what to wear tmr, to make my life easier in the AM. I worked on closet today. I haven't gotten rid of anything else but I did move stuff around and think about where to store my clutches and other purses I carry during dinners, weddings and parties. I know I have to cut it down further but I'm not ready. But I did get them into one spot and in a container with a lid, since they need to be kept out of the dust. I do need to figure out where to put cat blanket since soon I'll be washing it and putting it away for summer. I'll put out cotton pillow cases for her to sleep on. Her fur goes everywhere. I've scanned the apartment and made adjustments along the way. A very good feeling. I've run the dishwasher and now I need to empty it. I made it through the weekend without buying any unnecessary items. I am trying to rein in the spending now that I've bought my eye glasses. This week I have dinner with my neighbors (they are moving) on Wednesday night. I'm looking forward to it. I'm hungry now in fact. My garbage is out and kitty box is thoroughly scrubbed. Just need the motivation to empty the dishwasher! | |