I am a 65 year old woman with a hoarding problem. Right now I have no other income ex pet for medicare. Today I finally broke down and made an appt to see a counselor. I always thought i was strong and upbeat, but I lost my job and haven't been able to get another. I have one daughter I am very close to, but others in my family have put up walls of distance from me. I don't know where or how to begin the massive cleanup I need to do and I am embarrassed to admit I need help and to let others see how I live. I am very much afraid I am going to die alone in this house with no one noticing.