Im.almost phobic of bringing any more 'stuff' to my place now, but i went on out of control drug induced shopping sprees for many years. I dont even recycle any more cuz i get so stressed out from more piles of junk! Getting rid of everything and replacing it or painting it to shift those memories and make it livable is my biggest challenge. Its an emotional and financial challenge. Everything fell apart during a phase of severe poverty, which has made it very overwhelming.